Sharon- from where?

       

        All i remember is, I got up on my weak legs, my whole body was swollen, dark circles went darker almost black now, feeling tired i took the knife and laid on my bed. Without a second thought i cut my wrist, i already had enough pain so now this doesn't hurt that much I just closed my eyes and slept in peace.  Then I woke up here. 

        We call it Elara, it doesn't have sky it's vacuum up there. Everything here is constantly moving and by everything i mean these living rocks only. We don't breathe still we are alive, we don't walk still we move, we don't sleep or eat or talk still feel though, there's just two of it only peace and pain. From past two years i'm feeling the pain only. Everything is simply complicated here. We don't have any goals because we know that we'll be at our destination when it's the time. We don't have any questions because, we know that every answer is waiting others side of the door. One day i end up on that door, the living rocks got me there and now suddenly i feel so many emotions... Pain, excitement, weirdness, happiness... It's like an emotional tornado. I saw my mother there. "mommm" i cried, "time to go back baby, now i'll be with you forever, i'll be in Sharon" she said with the happy tears and just fed away.
        I don't know what it was either my subconscious mind or the time dilation. All dad said is i passed out for a day only but, even after all these 8 years i still remember every living second i have lived there.
        "Mammaa..." my four year's little daughter came running to me, "here's my mami" I mimicked her kneeling down in front of her. "mamma, grannpa said that I look like grammy" she said with one of her brightest smiles and that always fills me with so many emotion. "yeah, You do Sharon" I said kissing her cheek.