" You know that i have always loved you more than anything else, i'll sacrifice my life smiling for your goods. We are best friends from our birth, i see through your eyes too, then why it makes me selfish when i feel the same way you do? Why does your love draws a line on our love?
You said you can't share your husband with me, but it was about sharing the love we had for each other. Nothing was wrong when our love was within the line, but we can't control love, we can't decide when to stop, yes we felt for each other but that does not mean that we stopped loving you instead, our mutual love for you brought us closer. 'thing doesn't work like that' because society doesn't accept that, but from when we started caring about society? It was me there for you when you had panic attacks not a random guy from society. You asked him to make a choice and we both will probably give up on our lives before giving up on you. You always said LOVING a soul gives a new life but you never told that loving two souls ends the life. "
This was the last message i got from her. Yes, i have a beautiful loving family, but everyday when i see her picture i feel like my gain doesn't worth my lose. I love her, but did i really had a choice then?
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